While they're going with the flow...

... I am preparing for the worst cases. Why? Midterms is fast approaching and I need to prepare for that. Try to imagine, it's on a February that most of the subjects conduct midterm exams on a February and today is the last week of January. I have ample time to prepare for those big events! Memorize what should be memorized, practice all the problems that may come across the test papers, get recitations as much as I can and strive for excellence.

Why is it that I'm so eager to study?

I was very happy when my preliminary examination in Introduction to Human Behavior in Organization (HBO) rated as a 94% which is, I've prepared for that examination for two weeks! That was last Christmas vacation. I was so depressed upon seeing my quizzes falling at 66%, 73% whereas the passing score is 75%. So I made a change in my study habits, do the necessary upgrades and modify my timetable. :)) How can I strive for a scholarship when I have a very low grade... right? I have more chances and more opportunities to accept so I have no time to get depressed with my future. Love can come with me... parang yung love nga ang nandidiri sakin eh, pero yaan mo, titigil din yan. :)) HAHAHA! :))

Okaaay! So that's all for now. And I would like to share to you my favorite anime character's quote from Yu-Gi-Oh! Duel Monsters! :))

"If you believe in the heart of your cards, you do not need to cheat!" ~ Yami Yugi

Makulit pala lahi nyo eh! :))

Haha! Nakakatawa na nakakainis ang araw na ito. 

Una sa lahat, nalungkot ako nang tumilapon palayo ang cellphone ng kaibigan ko. Sa sobrang takot ko talaga, halos hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko, paano kasi, mamahalin yung cellphone na yun. I almost thought of using my whole month's baon para mabayaran yun (though it's impossible kasi kulang pa yun). Thank God, hindi nasira. Wew. Kung hindi, wala na akong future. T_T

Kanina nga pala sa ECE 2 laboratory namin, napagalitan kami ng professor namin. Paano ba naman kasi, maraming namroblema sa components ng circuit na common base amplifier circuit. Mabuti naman at may pagtitimpi ang professor namin, at pinagbigyan kami na ipasa ito sa Tuesday. Well, kinabahan talaga ako nitong araw na ito na baka nga i-repeat ko nga itong ECE 2 Lab sa summer....na wag naman sana! OKAY na nga na regular pa din ako eh, biglang magkakaganun...Nahirapan kasi kami sa paghahanap ng components, lalo na sa 200 ohms na potentiometer... wew! :(

Nakakainis lang kasi... gumagawa na nga ng paraan ang professor namin para matuto kami sa subject nya, eto naman si mga epalogs, ayaw nila ng Sunday classes. Well, kung ako ang tatanungin, okay lang kasi sakin ang Sunday classes, basta ba for the sake of learning ECE 32 Laboratory eh... tsaka interesting pag-aralan ang amplifiers, lalo na at music lover pa man din ako! Kaya gusto ko sana i-convince sila, but sabi nga, you cannot please everyone, kaya mahihirapan lang akong i-convince sila, at lalabas na epal ako sa mga pahinga nila...

Nakakalungkot lang kasi hindi ko magawang matutunan ang subject nya, at alam nyo ba, magaling din sya like other professors na nakilala ko... sadyang saklap lang. :(

Ang masayang part naman, nakatapos naman kami ng circuit namin sa Logic Circuits, which is all about OR gates and AND gates. Haha! Napapaisip nga ako, paano ko ba ia-apply sa real-world situations ang digital logic.

At another achievement na pagkababaw-babaw! HAHA! Nagawa ko yung profile banner nang walang application na gamit sa Facebook! YEA! :)) Eto sya, pakita ko sa inyo! ^^

 

Di baaaa!? Okay na din noh? :)) Fan kasi ako ng Yu-Gi-Oh! kaya minsan, pinangarap ko maging duelist minsan, kalaban ang ibang tao.  OO nga pala, may deck akong tinry buuin, kaso ang iba dito eh, mga semi-limited, iba limited at ang iba, mukha lang mahina. Eto sila. (Subject to change pa din.) May nakapagsabi kasi sakin one time na mahihina ang mga water monsters, pero tinry kong i-combine ang powers nila sa mga warriors and machines, eh di ayun, mixed deck! :))

• Jinzo
• Amplifier
• Amphibious Bugroth MK-3
• Ancient Rules
• 7 Colored Fish
• Aqua Madoor
• Archfiend Soldier
• United We Stand
• Maiden of the Aqua
• Swords of Revealing Light
• Castle of Dark Illusions
• Gravity Bind
• Queen's Double
• A Legendary Ocean
• Sword of Dragon's Soul
• Dark Hole
• Malevolent Nuzzler
• Enraged Muka Muka
• Monster Reborn
• Solemn Wishes
• Trap Hole
• Magic Cylinder (2)
• Wall of Revealing Light
• Snipe Hunter
• Gearfried the Iron Knight
• Blue-Eyes White Dragon
• Tri-Horned Dragon
• Hane-Hane
• Earthbound Spirit
• Dian Keto the Cure Master
• Giant Soldier of Stone
• Big Shield Gardna
• Thunder Nyan Nyan
• Mystical Elf
• Gift of the Mystical Elf
• Humanoid Slime
• Mirror Force
• Castle Walls

Isang quote pala mula sa Hug Ko? :) na fanpage ang pumukaw sa mata ko, na nakakarelate naman ako, kaso wala naman ako sa lugar.... :((

"Ang SELOS ay isang makapangyarihang pakiramdam na pag naramdaman mo parang gusto mong pumatay. Pero ang selos na yan ay isang malupit na patunay na sagad sa buto ang pagmamahal mo sa kanya. "

Ayun lang muna. Masyado nang mahaba! :)) Geh geh! Next blog post uli. :))

I am hurt.

Why? Naduduling na talaga ako. My eyes were already weak. That's why even facing my photocopy of the lesson for our Human Behavior in Organization is a big failure. Mahina lang talaga siguro paningin ko. I was anxious of what could happen if it really happened. Another thing, I lack motivation again. I'm tired to study for nothing. I'm tired of everything. 

Wala lang talaga sakin yung side ng swerte or even yung peace of mind. I was feeling out of place whenever I talk about something they don't know. (malamang! haha). Hindi ko na alam kung anung process ang dapat kong gawin para bumalik uli sa maayos na lagay. 

Pasensya na kung madrama. Yun lang naman naramdaman ko ngayon. 

Should I Still Believe?

First of all, pasensya po sa mga dumadalaw sa blog ko at hindi sya laging updated. Masyado lang po kaming busy sa mga studies namin... may grades kasi akong iniingatan. Malaking pasensya po. :'( 

Should I still believe?

Yan ang tanong ko ngayon sa sarili ko. I can't still move on from that rejection. Masyado lang ba talaga akong mahina sa department na yan, or talagang malas lang sa pag-ibig. Now, I am trying to do my best to find another someone whom I can say "mine" and she can say "mine" too. :)) The right person. 

Pero waley eh. witchikelibambam! HAHAHAHA! ^_^

Ahahahaha! 

So far, mahirap pa din ang mga pinag-aaralan ko. Eh di ikaw kaya ang mag-exam na DICTATION lahat! Ikaw na din ang mag-exam na ang logic circuit mo eh palaki ng palaki! :))

Hahaha! Oh sya, sige, maiwan ko muna kayo. Eto ang isang picture na pumukaw sa mata ko. :))